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Time check: 11:12am
it's so early and i am wide awake already.
I woke up at 7am to have breakfast with my mummy, daddy and small brother.
My mummy and brother will be leaving to malaysia to visit my grandma,
i want to go too, but i am engage with work and volleyball.
so i couldn't join them. >:
but i told my mum to send myi regards to grandma,
i miss both side of my grandma and grandpa.
Four of them are aging as time goes by,
and i am so blessed to have them around yet i couldn't spend time with them.
i dont want to regret when things happen.
i wish i was old enough to go there by myself.
because i definitely will and now i wish i was a boy then.
Let's move back in time,
I went party world with my gilrs on the last friday.
Xinyi's house for an overnight on the following saturday.
Yenlin's house on the sunday.
Training on monday!
It was all-so-awesome two days spent with my girls,
we all had the fun of a time together! <:
girls just had unlimited of conversations.
luv u guys! girls just wanna have fun!
Luv was back on the sunday!
HOORAY! i'm meeting him today.
Jump for joy*
Training was great, and i knew that the sacrifice was worthwhile.
Had our lunch-dinner together at chongpang.
Me love chendol!
Met Yenlin, Minghui, Ivan, Darren and sharul came by.
Had our catching up, it was a great companion with you guys!
Darren's daddy send us home then.
I am working later on, so i am gonna catch a zzzzz after this post.
One month of holiday left,
and i am going to finsh at least 3/4 of my holiday assignments this sunday!
Am sure to do it if not i will just jump down. haha joke.
I have to save money! and spend every penny wisely.
Since mummy went malaysia i was left with all the household chores!
I shall pack tonight and do the laundry.
and my status at home is a servant daddy and big brother emperor and prince >:(
i dont really do household chores maybe two months once?
oh my god, god my oh. hahahaha! Yenlin should get this. haha.
pictures soon when i get all from Kj.
Jojo when is the next outing we gonna have?
Class bbq this saturday <:
- Mood:
awake
i tried to persuade u,failed.
i tried to convince u, failed.
i tried to, nothing came to work.
Since you've already came so far, why do u want to give up at the very last minute?
your passion is all gone,we can't go nowhere,wasting time to come for training..
don't we least have the team spirit?
for the just one last time?
we all came by so far didn't we?
though we aren't the best,
but we try didn't we?
think of the reason that held you so long till now.
nothing will get u back.
seize the opportunity u have when those who wanted doesn't have the chance to get in.
what have become of you?
i miss you ..
On the other hand,
i enjoyed yesterday.
it was simple yet sweet.
i went to meet my girls for lunch-dinner at 18 chef because xinyi have been craving for it.
they laughed mad at me, for what? the icecream's joke.
we still have fun <:
luv you girls!
went to meet up with luv,
headed to bugis.
our evil plan! wink wink*
he promised me to have our neoprint shoot,
yes it was our deal.
you're the kindest person to take with me ok.
We caught the movie Amelia.
it was awesome, she was cool and inspiring.
She was the first female pilot to fly across the alantic.
but she died during her solo flight.
Luv wants to be a pil
the both of us just couldn't get decide where to go,
so we went back yishun and on our way back,
i was teasing him because of something that happened during the MRT.
it was funny and we both had a good laugh about it.
I win him in tap tap! hooray<:
luv might have reach penang now,
have fun and have a safe trip!
meet u when you're back.
love you.
I met Grace today!
like finally and dine in pepper lunch.
it was great me like and had our catching up with one another while eating.
good quality of time spend.
There was nothing to shop at Amk,
so we went to fareast at the eleventh hour.
we both bought a bag each.
Mos to have my clam chowder!
Meet up soon k round.
and she's an idiot to name me mooncake.
Love you <:
Kbox tomorrow with my girls!
can't wait but it headaches me of what am i suppose to dress up for tomorrow.
can u spot me and xinyi? haha
last year's of today we were celebrating noel's borthday!
i miss those old days.
Let's meet up soon.
Happy Birthday Noel!
love you!
“So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. you do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You’ll learn what it’s like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it’s not real. despite all this, good things will come too. You’ll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn’t. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you’ve ever met and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy and the days that you feel like dying. drama happens, gossip goes around and people talk shit. Maybe this is just the teenage years, maybe it’s life, or maybe this is just what growing up is.”
nonetheless i am here.
i am not going to post what we did like every minutes and seconds.
To sum things up, It was a deep-rooted three days i had.
Clique chalet was awesome! a great quality of time spent together.
Next up, Tata's chalet.
well it was good to see all old faces again <:
not to forget the cute little baby nicole whom i wish to have her as my own.
And now i recalled something,
i vomitted five times during work after clique chalet,
and the only thing i ate was subway breakfast at downtown east.
it was even worst when i have to ran up and down to the toilet moreover not at my house,
but at work bad enough? definitely.
yesterday went for training,
i felt that i wasn't putting much effort,
i tried my best, i wasn't good at setting you see,
but i still have to train to be good,
kim, come for training please..
the team needs you,
for the sake of the last N-zone we are going to play,
let's just play for the very last time shall u ?
i hope u mark your words and turn yourself up for the next training.
after that went to have late lunch with my vb girls.
we shall do that more girls <:
luv u guys!
went down to ccab for "training" well not really training though
thanks to Lim Zheng Jie.
i was burn out yesterday.
As for today, meet the cute sweet ass
went to bishan to help my brother do things,
he's so blessed to have such a good sister like me.
roam about and city hall to meet up with yubin matt marcus binghong and renkai
off to get their goodie bag for their climbing stairs marathon tomorrow.
all the best people! must complete the 73 stairs and get a medal!
had their lunch and walked to bugis,
followed by yishun and i went to kaijun's house.
watched the show whisper and white chicks and dang home i am!
something bad happen just now,
while me and yenlin were walking there was one cat infront of us,
so i walked to the side and this cat was actually at the side of where i am walking,
of course i screamed as i was terrified and so i ran forgetting the steps in front,
ended up i tripped and fell.
Kong Yen Lin is a bad friend, but me still love you hahaha
she laughs like mad and tear for joy!
haha si gou.
pathetic me has got wound on my left knee and my right toe now.
My weekly routine goes like this,
monday wednesday friday- training
tuesday thursday- working
saturday sunday-time to relax.
it was good at least i've got things to do to keep me occupied
saving money for my dslr!
haha he's going to kill me for this
the best thing about me is you.
The feeling of happiness is now rushing up and down of my body,
making me so happy.
Oh no wait wait wait, time check : 12.28 now and i am still AWAKE.
oh my, i should be zzzzz's now, yet i am still punching in alphabet by alphabet.
I will wake up tomorrow, on time please.
Tomorrow will be the start of busy bee week.
Training tomorrow.
Work on tuesday.
Training on wednesday.
Work on thursday.
Training on Friday.
Tata's bbq on saturday.
Chalet on Sunday Monday and Tuesday.
Wow, see the amount of things i have to do.
luv you <:
that is almost starving by the heartless owner of this journal.
Dear Diary,
this whole week, i am in the field of kicking balls around,
and my leg have not been resting.
Going to school for lessons,
Courses to go,
Homework to be done,
Training to attend,
Work to do,
Competition to participate.
And now, finally after kicking all this balls,
i have finally shot a goal and now it wrap up the week for me.
Next week, a new start of battle again.
It has been relatively tough for me this week.
Never felt so tied up ever, rushing here and there.
I had beach volleyball competition yesterday,
we got into the second round, is a pity that lyn and cct didn't got in,
but is ok girls, u guys have done yr best.
When u least expect it to happen, it happens.
After the game yesterday went down to bishan for extra training.
Left home early and after a warm bath i fell asleep as immediately as my body lay flat on my bed.
Woke up early this morning, prepare and off to sentosa.
We were late but slightly earlier than yesterday.
This remind me of something,
as me, cct and kim were late yesterday,
we walked to siloso as no tram rides were provided early in the morning,
we will have to walk to siloso and becuz we were extremely late the person rang me and said that they are starting soon,
so i asked for 10 minutes in the sky train before reaching siloso beach.
and that seems like an impossible task to walk from the alight of sky train to siloso,
While we were ranting about how long the distance are, we saw this lorry passing by,
Kim asked me to put my palms up and halt the lorry,
and so i asked the uncle to drive us to siloso,
He agreed, what a nice person he is and we were really thankful to meet this nice uncle.
If it wasn't for him, we might not even get to play and least to say to get into the second round.
Fortunately, when we reach there the person was briefing,
heaved a sigh of relief.
Back to today's,
although we lost, we have already done our best.
Jianli's encouragement to me in the middle of the night "whether u lose or win, just enjoy the game"
well, it do makes me feel better when i told myself in my heart this after we lose.
The boy's team didn't make it either, but is ok at least we learn from experience.
Headed of to vivo and lunch at yoshinoya.
Bus back to yishun, dozing off while reading my story book.
Went home and tv awhile read awhile computer awhile and i sleep till 9.
Felt so refreshed after sleeping and my leg is aching now.
i am thirsty now.
No work tomorrow woooooooooooohoooooooo!
Need to save money for chalet! can't wait for it!
Guys i miss u all a lot >:
because of it's shatterable it is a priceless friendship.
why are we all setting up a boundary against one another?
we are not congnizant of the line that is drawn lightly between us,
and now the line seems to be vehemently understroked.
what is this for? what it means?
are we doing something about it?
how long can we drag? how long can time drag for us?
Time wait for no man, it will be blank until we all fill it up.
Are we handing a white blank sheet of paper for our friendship that has come by this far?
Question marks of my life, too many doubts.
Get off the hook.
I miss u idiot.
While Anderson was playing today,
as the other player wasn't confident of herself,
her teamate gaves her this source of encouragment,
"I am with you" it was heartwarming when i heard it.
I know we all have to face the reality,and i know myself well that i don't like to face the reality,
i like to hide in my own world of imagination expecting things to go in my way and when it got twisted,
i realize it was hard for me to manage because i had hold too much expectations that it will definitely shadow the path i walk.
Too much of a time, i have been in this situation, stuck in this, like a tortoise i use my shell and yield under it.
I will brace myself to face everything and hold the responsibilty for everything i had caused.
long enough to full yourself for the next three days or so.
felt so much better.
- Mood:
jubilant
I have so much fun today in snow city,
anyway who doesn't?
everybody playing together, having fun together, showering ice on one another,
well, we didn't get to do that in class, but we had today.
and thanks to the goose who use the ice and smack my face!
I am sorry class that i am late today.
Ok, that's my habit, but it was my jeans fault.
It went missing and i have such a hard time playing hide and seek with it.
This the first time i am visiting snow city, please dont laugh.
Firstly, we make ice cream!
Next, we went sliding down the snow.
my face was freezing and it was extremely cold to the max.
After sliding down a couple of times my butt was numb!
this the first time of experiencing such a cold weather!
it was so unbearable to leave the place and mark the end of the trip.
you guys really rocks man <:
i want to go there again . .
Cant wait for class chalet!!
i am working tomorrow, beach volleyball competition on friday and hopefully my weekend will not be fully pack.
i want to go shopping..
miss the every single one of u >:
grace i miss u! faster meet me u idiot.
pictures next time <:
Thanks for all the wishes people.
Big big big love to you guys! :D
Thanks sweet ass, jojo, nat, sean and kimleng, lynette, joanne and cheeting for the present <: luv you guys!
I got a cake this year, specially made from you, am really touched by it.
Couldnt be more happy than ever, the very first time, thanks for the surprise and white lies!
Anyway, i spend my birthday with volleyball, it was still enjoyable!
doubt i will update during the weekend either.
So here i am, i gave school amiss today!
Caught the movie-My sister's keeper with Joanne, Yubin, Charles and Augustus.
I swear the show was really touching, it was heart felt, and it was really great that tears leak out of my eyes unknowingly.
The twist at the end was definitely the least expect of it.
Anyway,is one of the best that i have caught.
and i vehemently encourage u guys to catch it.
Regardless of guys or girls, old or young, you people will love the show to the max.
Is really worthwhile,absolutely.
Regarding bout my end of year results,
i could say, i am satisfied.
just that my english and e maths was a letdown.
I must improve my english and to be more careful when doing e maths.
we will be having our sec4 prepatory lessons, so i guess holiday will not be fun-filled.
I must really not get slacken.
As always after Mrs Raj lessons, motivation and determination sets in.
pull up our socks and not get laid back.
sometimes,things have to be sacrifice.
and the sacrifices do pay off isn't?
thinking about next year,it fears me a lilttle,
it dread me the thought of promoting to sec4,
it hides me from facing the reality.
Nevertheless, is a harsh reality that it decides my future and it lies on my hand.
I have the options and now is up to me.
Well, i don't want to be regretted like how i did for my PSLE.
Yes no more regrets in life. Just do it for once and for all.
On a happier note, there will be class chalet and clique chalet!
Am looking extremely forward to it, can't imagine how much fun we are going to have.
I am going to sentosa tomorrow for training becuz there will be an inter-school beach volleyball competition.
I am going t be umpire for other competition. Omg.
Kinda excited about it. hope i won't make any mistakes.
Talking about sentosa tomorrow, i have yet prepare my bag and stuffs.
I can't sleep late today! I dont want to be late.
i am trying to be on time and not late like how i did last time.
Look at how their expression changes. haha
look at my dark circle and eyebag during exam period and i have a tough week.
I have hairband on during the exam period and study period!
off to pack my bag!
I luv Jian Li. haha <:
Botanic Garden with three six peers. There's more to come when i get them from Jojo
and we took 500+ of photos. Be patient.
Tata's baby first month! See so adorable isn't.
Baby is the cutest thing <: Shall visit u soon baby.
Look is Nat ho Birthday celebration. We went to give her surprise under her block.
And and and i knew her since kindergarden till now this the first ever time she took picture with me.
She's a gay friend of mine and teaser and she scold me when vulgarities is blurted out of my mouth.
Luv <: there's more actually,but i only have a few with me.
Minghui's Birthday Celebration! I enjoy dirtying your face with cake <:
more to come. I will be going to malaysia in just a few hours more. I'll be back on sunday!
bye miss u guys!
I want everything to stay like this, can u grant my wish fairy?
The town trip with clique was really entertaining,
i've got so many things to get on my shopping list now.
I want money,lots and lots of money.
Can the money drop from the sky? Dream on yuki.
shall start saving from now.
I really dont know how my brother save his money,
apparently he is rich like almost everytime.
Wish i could be like him.
Ion>Cineleisure>Fareast>Ion>MRT>Yishun>m
I caught the movie-Julia and Julie with goose.
it was great and you guys should not miss it.
after the movie went to find yubin and marcus.
I am going swimming tmr.
Gonna turn in now.
Bye bye.
Luv you sweet ass.
Bestie i miss you.
- Mood: good
Bestie, a thousand of sorries to you.
You really meant the most to me,
you know me by heart,
you understand me the most,
you share with me your happiness,
you think of me first before yourself,
you are the pillar of my support,
you are the best listening ear,
you are the ever bestfriend i have.
I really am sorry for not showing how much i care,
because i really care for you.
is just that i dont know how to express it.
but you matters the most to me.
I am sorry for the neglect,
i treasure this,i really treasure this friendship.
A best friend is hard to come by.
I've met one, and that's you.
You never fail to be there, nonetheless i fail to be there when u need me.
We've been through everything, the thick and thin, the up and down, the soft and hard, the sweet and bitter.
every single thing.
I know being a friend, i have not done my part how a friend should be like.
I really dont wish to lose such a best friend like you.
You're important to me.
You're never forgotten by me.
luv ya.
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YESYESYESYESYES AH!!
EXAM IS OVER!
is not like 'O' is finish..
but at least end of year examination has ended.
still and all we have lesson as per normal.
I guess i shalln't put too much hope regarding my results.
Able to promote to sec4 is enough.
my live is kind of pathetic i guess,but well it can't be blame.
I will try me best to update things a little.
So, things were going pretty smoothly during my study period.
I really luv exam period because ................ holiday next!
Everyday, i live my life to the fullest, feeling accomplished by studying.
I've forgotten what i did for the past few weeks,basically was just studying..
I want to wish people whose birthday falls on the September and October.
15 September Augustus lee
26 September Shiqi
28 September Lew Ming Hui
30 October Ooh Yu Bin
6 October Keith Xinying Zam Charles
7 October Kong Yenlin
10 October Ivan lee
13 October Sylvia.
Happy Birthday People! :D
A maths was totally screw today man..
My 8 marks fly fly fly!
Shall not dwell on it anymore.
Bestie and Grace i miss you two!
I love you ~
Everything's great with you. ^^
what more could i ask for, i am given the best.
During Ivan's birthday! it was really awesome! :D
We simply have so much fun!
there's more to be up when my lappy is home.
- Mood:
crazy
This will be the last post i have for you livejournal.
I am leaving you to study for my end of year exam.
guess i will be back after my examination end.
Just one month more ..
i should have start revising during august.
Monday was aces day cum teachers' day celebration.
this year celebration was .. ok i am speechless.
did not went back to yishun primary ):
stayed in school to play volleyball and basketball.
Tuesday was the official teachers' day!
initial plan was to go vivo city, but was cancelled.
it was pouring heavily and it would be nice if you could stay home.
we headed to kimberly's house.
poker and movie and dinner and true or dare.
last but not least today is Yufei's birthday.
sorry that i couldn't make it for your mini birthday celebration!
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUFEI!!!! :D
i need just a lilttle more courage to face things.
hidding,avoiding. am i going to do this everyday?
i have no idea . .
really, i dont have the least idea what should i do.
longed for the forgiveness.
- Mood:
rushed
KK hospital to visit yanqing and her baby! oh my god baby is the cutest thing in earth!
did not manage to take a picture of the baby. After that went to town to meet ivan and co.
Cineleisure-heeren-ion-fareast-home!
mongolia boy,china boy,batam boy,arab boy,phillipino maid and myanmar girl.
international enough? inside joke.
can't wait for tuesday!
- Mood:
sleepy
i don't deserve to be forgiven over and over again,
i don't deserve to have friends,
i don't deserve to be friends of yours,
i don't deserve to be trusted,
because as always, i destroyed the trust people had on me.
I need to be reminded constantly,
i need to be ignore,
i need to be alone.
i have never been a good friend.
i have never learn a lesson.
Why must it always be me,
i really tried, try my best.
I sucks.
isolation is to start right.
To be on my own.
my sorry was never sincere.
fighting the tears that threatened to fall.
- Mood:
indescribable
How pathetic right.
no, i am dieting now.
I can't wait for height and weight man.
It's Friday! And Friday marks the end of school week!
I am extremely lethargic now.
I am going to my room,on the air-con and read my story book!
Bye. Love you.
- Mood: tired
and a sorry is never enough.
Sometimes,sorry are being taken advantage.
When someone is pissed,yes,a sorry and you will be forgiven.
However, when the same thing happens again,i am sorry,
you're not going to be forgiven so easily.
Tell me that you miss me,cause i miss you.
- Mood:
morose
First thing first,
Happy National Day and Kimberly's birthday!
where shall i start from then?
Friday shall i?ok.
Enterprise day.
this is the second best enterprise day ever and this shall be the last isn't?
Anyway,our stall was really busy and crowded with people.
I don't even have the time to patronise other shops.
I was busy writing here and there,taking orders.
Still got more test tube not done yet.
I really enjoyed myself to the fullest.
After that,rushed home to prepare myself to meet Grace!
I got so excited bout it coz is 123456 months since i last seen her.
Met her at orchard though i was a lil late.
I swear that both me and her can talk non-stop.
Settled our lunch at Mac.
Macspicy and shaker fries! Yes.
OMG,i am having die
We were chatting for 1 hour at mac,
catching up with one another.
Went to orchard ion,douby ghaut,cityhall,tampiness1.
Our leg was aching like hell.
Grace,meet me soon ah!
Luv you. Finally i get to meet her.
Yesterday,went to chinese girls school to play games for the church.
Supposingly i was playing volleyball,but there was a lack of people in poison ball,so i played poison ball.
Nevertheless, the game was carried out well. Tiny was there too!
We won, and next week i have to be there.
My saturday is gone ..
Went to khatib.
Fitness corner to do some gymnastics.
Planning for today.
And now, i shouldn't be here,
i was suppose to be studying my structured essay, i've got three to memorise mind you.
omg, i am so pressed for time,always running for time,always catching up for time.
I have to go now.bye.
Miss you.
- Mood:
groggy
